Time to move on , and also makes some change.

Need a close touch up about myself, what I had done recently and also the pass. Time to refresh what I had done in the pass few month and do a summarize for myself. Time passes fast, it wont stop by just because you are unable to move on, therefor move yourself instead. When you found out somethings that happen are unable to meet the consequences that you wish. Refresh yourself, why things unable work out, how come it turns in this way. Well when problem occur for sure there is something not going well which there is a root causes that lead to the problem. Find out and work on it, never try to avoid it but face it in order to enhance yourself with these ability so you are able to deal and cope with the same problem when it happens in future. Everyday we learn something, no matter less or more, something which is valuable by helping us to grown up, there is a Mandarin quote "活到老学到老", which mean that doesn't matter how old you are, you live and learn. Human will learn when they went through something and it also the purpose of living, when you reach in a stage that you are not learning something, it showed sign that you life is ending soon.

There lot people outside were struggling with problem that related to money, relationship, work and so on. Problem occur when humans unable to find the consequences or answer for the that question pops out to them. I do believe every single problem or issue that happen for sure there is a solution, is the matter of time that would consume to find the solution or you choose to avoid instead of face it. Its part of our life, every single living object do face problem everyday, thus never complaint when you meet a problem but find the solution for it. Once the problem solve, its also upgraded yourself to the next level of your life like injecting an immunity potion for the diseases. In my principle of life, I do feel never avoid from problem or issue that occur, understand the problem that happens, find the root causes, thinks and find the solution, choose the best solution and deliver. Remember times wont stop for you but you have to move on for time.

B r y a N`
29/4/2010

当爱你的人不再爱你的时候...

This is the 1st time I've post with Mandarin, kinda odd but I found out this article is quiet interesting and very meaning thus I posted here :)

给所有得到过所爱却又失去所爱的人
给从未得到所爱的
给因为仍旧爱着
于是选择自欺欺人的人
这是一面镜子
勇敢面对，勇敢放弃，勇敢重新开始……

当他不再爱你的时候
请不要在你不开心
或者是遇到麻烦而彷徨的时候去打搅他。
他那儿绝对不是你此刻应该的去处。
也许他会在接到你电话的时候
淡淡的安慰几句，
却也仅此而已。

当他不爱你的时候
请不要在他面前流泪，
不要在生病时告诉他，
他无法给予你照顾和关心，
顶多是同情一下。
所以请骄傲的你，
不要放弃本来属于你的骄傲。

当他不爱的时候
你的爱
你的人
就会显得廉价许多。
他占了上风，
这是人的本性。

当他不爱你的时候，
请不要与他讲你的琐事，
他无暇更没有兴趣了解你，
你的生活
你的过去，
你的长处短处与他何干？
即使讲了
他也会很快忘记的，
就如他忘记你的生日，
你的地址
你的电话一样。
没有爱
于是你注定挤不进他的生命。
即使，
你要的只是一个很小很小的角落。

当他不爱你的时候
无论过去他是爱过后来忘了，
又或者是从未爱过，
当你无法成为他心里的那个人的时候，
他的心便不会记得你。
虽然他知道你深爱他，
但他宁可选择装作不知道。

当他不爱你的时候，你的爱便是他的负担。
请不要计算自己的付出，
不要希望有什么回报。
爱着不爱自己的人，
本身便是没有回报的。
要记住，
你与他之间的爱，
是单方面的，
你用心
他无心。
所以
不要计较对错，
这样会快乐些。

当他不爱你的时候
也一定要祝福他。
有了爱，
便不该有恨。
爱是美好的，
恨却丑陋。
何必让生命中美好的东西化作丑恶呢？

当他不爱你的时候
请你深深呼吸，
一生的路上，
总有那么一朵花属于你，
不是安慰你。
而是
这是生生世世早已经注定的。

B r y a N`
19/4/2010

To the world you are just a person, but to a person you are be the world ...

Worth this verb is very interesting,it can be related to money , effort , love , or something else. When we refer to money or thing , it can be calculate from the value but not for effort , someone or love. For a business or trading we can always calculate the value, it is worth we to do this trading , it is worth it we sell this item with this price. But for love , relationship or people , the value is always uncountable. The effort we put in for someone, the value is very hard to judge by others, but only yourself.

For me, I never think about whether worth it or not when doing something for her. To me, everything I did/done for her is always got it own value, maybe for other they would feel that is not right I doing this way for her in another way of saying is I am stupid. But in my opinion,it doesn't matter how hard , how much I need spend , how much time need to be consume, but as long as she is happy. Even though she is not my girl friend or what, to me she is very important and very worthy. Love is blind, this is what people always say and its true.

B r y a n`
18/4/2010

FML FML !!!

Haih....quiet bored with my life currently, everyday doing the same thing over and over again, wake up - work - come back rest - sleep. It making me become lazier and lazier, I really don't like this kind of life, no excitement nothing. Indeed I still have to continue, because of the money. Maybe the work is bored and not suite me, but I got no choice, cant even change dept , cant find a new job which have this kind of pay and all this is because I don't have a bloody diploma/degree SIGHHH...

Very regret last time I never study properly to finish up my course. Always have a thinking that cert is nothing went come out to work but now proven me that I am totally wrong. Aikz... too bad nothing can be done but just bear with it and work harder in order to get a better job. And hope that I am able to get my new job before my contract end on june. Pray pray... ...

B r y a N `
4/4/2010